That was His world. One day, in my junior year of high school, I came home from school to find my father had moved out of our house and that he had left my mother for a woman who sang in the church choir. My small, limited, shell of a world came crumbling down in one second. I felt like every single thing I had ever been told and taught had been completely compromised and I found myself at a crossroads.
I was running out of patience with the whole situation that was thrust upon me and I had to make some choices. I could either hold on to my creator’s hand or I could give Him the finger. The knucklehead that I ended up making the wrong choice and walking away from the only one who really loved me, God. What followed my decision to walk away from God was three decades of darkness that included drugs and alcohol and losing good jobs. I fractured my relationships with friends and family and went through two divorces and two bankruptcies. I had two sons who wouldn’t talk to me.